Ahhhhhhh...........
I weighed today. It was the first time I had to put in more weight than the week before. I weighed 3 pounds more.
It doesn't feel good. Now, I haven't lost 20 lbs. I really need to get it together! But now, I feel like quitting again. Seriously! I took one freaking weekend off....I didn't even eat that much. I had cake on my daughters birthday and alcohol on the 4th. I skipped breakfast and didn't eat a lot of dinner either day. We just had crappy lunches on those days. So, I'm a little depressed about my ability to keep the weight off even if.....WHEN.....I lose another 120 + pounds. I can't lose all that and gain it back. It will seriously kill me!
So, for now, I have to go, but I'm going to be blogging more because I think it helps me and I need that now. Especially since I want to give up!
I need a day to think about it. Maybe I'll blog again tonight..................
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