More Things I Did In The Past Two Years

I have been thinking about my last post ever since I wrote it.  I forgot to mention some other great things I did that I thought I couldn't do as a heavy person. 

First of all, I never thought I would go on a plane because I didn't want to be embarrassed if I needed a seatbelt extender.  Worse yet, I heard stories of women who were asked to purchase an extra ticket because they took up to much room.  I was so worried either one of those things would happen to me.  I flew though.  Twice.  The first time we went to Vegas.  I wasn't very confident at that time still, but I made it...no seatbelt extender needed.  It wasn't exactly a comfy trip, but I got there.  Then, we flew to Hawaii.  Flying was a feat again, but going to the beach in my swimming suit and hanging out all day in it was a huge triumph.  I did it though.  I don't have pictures to prove it, but it happened.  :-)

Still, the thing I'm most proud of is the hike we took in August 2010.  We hiked the Lakes Basin in the Eagle Cap Wilderness.  We hiked a total of 26 miles with an elevation change around 2500 feet.  I was the largest person we met on the trail and the only girl who had a pack a large as mine.  I packed close to 30 lbs and we traveled almost daily.  Several times I thought I was going to die, but I didn't.  I made it.  Not without tears, but I made it.  When we reached the top of the pass, it was the best feeling ever.  I will do it again and I know I can do it at any weight, but I slowed my hubby down a lot.  I hope to make this hike or one similar again next summer, but I hope to at least be in better shape if not also a lighter weight.

Still, more proof that your weight should not hold you back from doing the things you want to do.  Would weighing less make it easier?  Yes, but being heavier doesn't make it impossible.

Back Again!

Wow!   It has been almost two and a half years since I last posted and let me tell you, a lot of things have changed in my life but my weight is not one of them.  The funny thing is, I was reading back through my posts and they are so depressing.  It made me realize how sad it was to be me back then.  I never wanted this blog to be a poor me blog.  I wanted to help myself, be successful, and help others.  As I was reading back through posts, I realized that I was a Debbie Downer.  I don't want to be that person anymore and, I don't think I am.

Since the last time I blogged, I finished student teaching, graduated from college, got a job teaching 8th grade math, had an emergency appendectomy, was diagnosed with ADHD, gained a new love for my husband, and become a confident sexy woman...all without losing weight.  I have to stop thinking my weight is holding me back!  It isn't/wasn't, I was.  I have learned to love me for me and see myself as sexy.  Even at 115 pounds, I never thought I was beautiful or sexy.  So, watch out world, this summer has rocked my self confidence.

Do I still want to be skinny? Yes!  Does it rule my life?  No!

I want to be at healthy weight and I'm slowly beginning to see myself as capable of handling the changes I need to make to get there.  It's not another Burdon (?sp) on my plate.  It's something I can handle and want to take part in.  I've never felt this way about it before.  That makes me excited. 

I still love food, but it's not my crutch.  I can love something and not eat it all.  I can eat a whole batch of cookies and try harder the next day.  It doesn't make me a bad person or a loser.

I'm nervous I won't feel this way forever and I'm nervous that I still won't lose weight, but I'm going to try to put some supports in place to help keep me from failing.  First, I'm buying clothes that make me feel good now!  Second, I'm going to get help from my doctor.  Third, I'm going to hire a personal trainer so I have to be accountable to one more person.  Fourth, I'm getting my gym membership back and some new sexy workout clothes.  Fifth, I'm going to start tanning...I feel sexier when I'm tan.  Sixth, I'm setting 25 pound goals and tattoo rewards when I reach those goals.  Seventh, I'm realizing that I'm going to be hungry and it'll be okay.  Finally...well, kind of finally...I'm going to love me and my family every day; not just on days when I feel like it!

As of today, I weigh 266.4.  I'm celebrating being down .4 lbs so far this week.  5 days to go, but I'm taking it day by day.  :-) 

273.8: WTF? +4 lbs in 4 days!

So, I gained 4 lbs this week!  I had been working out regularly, felt better, was less tired, had more engergy to do things and then...I went to my parents for the weekend.  I thought I would still workout, but my dad got sick and had to go to the doctor.  He's still there.  I didn't eat a LOT when I was there, of course, there is never a LOT to eat there.  I guess it's just stress, but really, who gains 4 lbs in one week.  Isn't that just a little rediculous?  I just don't get it.  I wasn't lazy, when I did over eat, it wasn't any more than usual. 

I'm just frustrated.  The week before I lost 3 lbs.  I was so happy.  Working out had paid off.  Then, this week, I gain it all back plus some!  I need to count calories again, I know.  If I only had time.  Why is life so frustrating??? 

I'm keeping this one short.  I will get back to the gym and I will work out, but I feel like the girl on Biggest Loser who purposfully gains weight.  I didn't, but who's going to believe that I didn't eat that much?  I didn't even have a single donut...which is a staple at my parents house.  Most times we eat two meals of donuts....

268.8 ~ Down a little.

Well, I lost a little more weight.  Haven't been exercising, haven't had time....or really will.  Which I guess is why I haven't MADE time.  My life has been so freaking crazy the past 3 weeks.  I am just happy I made it through them.  Many more bad ones to come I'm sure.  I need to go workout tonight, but I probably won't.  I have homework to do and shopping to do and yada, yada, yada.  It would probably be good for me to go, but I do need to do everything else still....

Yet, I wasted a whole day doing nothing, but playing with pictures.  I could have gone to the gym today or done my homework today or even taken a shower today...WTF is wrong with me?  My husband would say nothing, I just have a stressful life and I need breaks once in awhile.  I'd say he's right, but working out could be a break if I wanted it to be.  I'm just to lazy to do anything productive!  That's irritating!

So, yes I lost weight.  No it probably won't stay off!  And no, I'm not going to the gym tonight.  I say later and later never comes.  Until it's to late that is.  So, for today, I continue to say later.....

271.5 (First weigh-in after purchasing gym membership)

What a good week! I can't complain about a 3 lb loss!

We worked out 3 days in a row last week, then had to skip a day, because we ran out of time. Then the next day I was planning 2 workouts so I worked out in the morning. That night, we didn't have a chance to workout again. So, I was glad I got in my little workout that morning. Still, I was disappointed. Then the next day we traveled to my mothers -- which is never good for my eating habits. We stayed the night and came home late last night. So, another 2 days without a workout. It was a positive start and a lousy ending to the week. Still, it resulted in a loss! YIPEE!

I hope my hubby did just as well or better. He had one less workout than me, but he always works harder than me at everything so he should still be fine! Today it may be hard to find time to workout again....we need to celebrate Valentines day with our kiddos today and I'm trying to plan a workout to fit into all this! :)

The even better news for the weekend is that we had 200 boxes of Girl Scout cookies at our house and I didn't eat any (except at my moms). Of course, they weren't all for us! :) I didn't even (and still haven't) have any craving or urge to eat them....they're just there and I don't want them! LOVE IT! I'm hoping to get them out of the house before I change my mind!

So, I'm happy about this weeks loss....hopefully I can get in all my workouts for this week. Another 3 lbs would be awesome for this week....although, in the back of my head I'm hoping for 5 or more! This is how I continually set myself up for failure.

Hopefully, I won't be disappointed if I lose less than 3.......

Gym Membership!

Well, I took another step towards success.....HOPEFULLY! I purchased a year long pass to a fitness center. It cost a fortune so hopefully I'll use it! My goal is to work out everyday -- planning to spend 1 1/2 hours at the gym.

We did just that tonight! We went and worked out for most of that time...of course, there is always down time while waiting for machines or trying to figure out how to use them! I started with the bike. I rode it for 30 minutes and averaged 18 mph. I went a little over 9 miles. It was awesome! My record at home was 7 miles in 30 minutes. I worked my butt off and I was pretty proud of myself. Then we moved on to weights! My arms are sore tonight though so hopefully I'll be sore tomorrow! Not too sore though! I need to be able to go back!

I only have 6 months to be in shape for our hike....less time for the wedding we are going to and even less time for the PE class I have to take this summer. I think that an hour and a half at the gym will help...I hope so anyways!

I did well on my calorie intake today too. I do want some chocolate right now though. I'm hoping to fend that off for a little longer....like until I go to bed!

Over all though, a great start to my gym membership! Yeah for us! :)

LONG TIME

~tears are rolling down my cheeks as I write this entry~

A really long time has gone by since my last post and really since I've exercised. School started again and I have been dragging my feet to do anything. Then my grandma has been in the hospital and she died just a couple weeks ago. My life has been full of ups and downs since the last time I posted. The weird thing about me is that when I'm stressed out or REALLY happy, I eat a LOT! When I'm depressed, I don't eat very much. Unfortunately (I guess) for me, since we have moved to Vancouver, I have been more stressed out and happy and a lot less depressed.

I'm glad I'm happy, but it makes it so that I don't notice that I'm fat. I'm just so happy being the person that I am, that I don't notice that I'm way over weight, I can't bend over to tie my shoes, I can't shave my legs well, I can't paint my toe nails, and I can't keep up with my kids. I guess that when I'm happy, I'm in denial that I'm fat. It makes it hard to stay on track when I keep telling myself that I look good....and I really believe it.

I'm reminded of how fat I am every Tuesday night when the contestants of "Biggest Loser" weigh in and they weigh less than me, but still look uncomfortably huge. I'm also reminded of how fat I am when my friends talk to me about the diet they are on, what exercise program they are doing, or what pill they are now taking to make them skinny. Also, every time I walk into my children's school or when I hear people making fun of fat people. This week, we went to a Blazer game. I was having a great time, and then the showed this lady in the crowd who had won Subway for a year. She was heavier, and the guy sitting next to me starting cracking up. He was hysterical that this FATASS lady had won Subway for a year. He carried on for quite some time and I really wanted to punch him in the face. He has no idea why that lady is fat....So, that was extra depressing 'cause I'm sitting right next to him and I am fatter than that lady was.

We are supposed to take a long hike this August...that leaves me about 6 months to get into shape to take this hike. I have to get my butt in gear, but I never have time or motivation when I have the time. We have been buying stuff here and there to keep us motivated to work out....so far, it's only stressed me out that I won't be ready in time. I know how hard I have to work to get ready for this. I'm just not thinking positively enough. Instead, I'm thinking that those diet pills sound pretty good....or surgery would be nice.

Today, I decided to write in my journal again and get back into this because I was depressed. Last night we went to an event for my daughter. One of the moms there was getting her picture taken by her husband....it made me think. My husband never takes my picture any more. It's like he doesn't even think about it...which makes me think that I'm not pretty enough (because I'm too fat) to have my picture taken. I took a bunch of pictures of me with his phone and he erased them all. I think he's embarrassed of me and that hurts me a lot. I never wanted to be this size...EVER! I just don't know what to do now to fix it. I feel like it's a lost cause!

This summer, we also have a wedding and I have to take another PE class with my classmates. I have to be able to make it through all of these events and the only way I can is by losing weight....I just don't know how!

Hopefully my journal will help again...it helped before!

22 Days without a POST.....YIKES!

Well, I'm not sure where I left off, but I know where I've been.

I haven't lost any more weight since the last time I blogged. I haven't gained any either. I also haven't exercised or put my food into calorie count.....up until 9 days ago.

9 days ago, I tried to start counting calories again, but failed. So, yesterday, I started again. I put the food I ate yesterday in. I was over my goal for the day, but not by much. I also got back on the bike and rode it 6 miles. I was riding it 7 miles in 30 minutes, but I'll have to work back up to 7 miles. Oh, and I lifted weights for 20 minutes yesterday....nothing fancy, just curls, but my arms are a little sore! That's good right!

This morning, I rode the bike 6 miles again, but I didn't lift weights. I'll do that again tomorrow. I think my arms needed a little break. Anyways, it feels great to be exercising again! I felt much happier yesterday! I'm very happy for that! :)

So, hopefully I'm back on track.....hopefully forever, but probably for now. The great news is, I didn't gain any weight while I was off my diet. :) That also makes me happy!

Sometimes, I just forget how badly I want to be skinny! I really do want to be skinny. At least be able to feel good in my clothes. And I really want to be able to look at a picture of myself and not judge me.....or crop me out of it. That'll be so AWESOME! I think it's going to happen!

Oh, on a lighter note! The Seahawks play this Saturday! YIPEE! :) I'll have to have healthier snacks handy. It's still pre-season so we don't get into it quite as much, but once the real season starts, I need to be prepared! :)

Another Bad Week!

Okay! I get it! I need to count calories, but I honestly didn't think I was going to be doing it for the rest of my life! I thought I was doing pretty good this week. I haven't rode the bike like I should have, but I did take a 4 hour hike.

Still, I weigh more this week than last. I think it does have a little to do with the heat and probably something to do with my scale, but still!!!

Yesterday I weighed even more and when I weigh more than the week before, it ruins my whole day. I had the worst day yesterday!

I know I have to start counting calories again, but am I going to have to do it forever?

Whoops! Forgot My Weigh In!

I put in my weight last night...I was a day late! I didn't realize it until I asked my hubby if he had put in his weight for the day. He let me know that yesterday was actually Thursday. Boy how times flies when I'm in school! I weighed the same both days so it didn't really matter.

I weighed 263.5....I lost 2 lbs this week. Still not back to where I was two weeks ago! It's a start though!

I've had a rough week! I guess I've had a rough couple weeks as far as my diet goes! But this week I finished a class, had a couple papers to write, met my cousin for drinks and music until 2 am, and oh yeah....my grandma was in a car wreck....she's still in the hospital. Life is always a challenge when dieting! And now it's hot again. So, I'm really swollen.

I have two weeks of school left. I can't wait two more weeks to get my butt in gear! I'm setting my next goal for Wednesday today! My goal for this week is to be in the 50s. We'll see! First step: work out!

Frogs at June Lake

June Lake

Yesterday we went hiking on the south side of Mount Saint Helens. It was so awesome. You can see St. Helens in the background of this picture.

We hiked up to June Lake. It was only 2.8 miles....thank goodness! We were really out of shape. We shouldn't have taken any time off! Seriously! It was bad.

We made it to the lake though. It was nice. We let the kids take their shoes and socks off and get their feet wet in the lake; they found three frogs in the lake and were able to catch two of them. They had a great time catching frogs and cooling off in the lake. They also learned some history about St. Helens.

We also took a short walk through the lava beds and collected some ash. While we were taking pictures there: water started coming down the trench. It was pretty neat to see how quickly the water came through.

When we were almost back to the car, we stopped down by the river. We found another frog there....he/she was bigger and faster; the kids weren't able to catch it.

It was an amazing hike. We spent about 3 hours there....either on the trail, at the lake, in the lava beds, or down by the river.

It was really hard. Especially since we had taken such a long break. I hadn't been riding the bike like a good girl either. The kids and I were dreading the hike. I wanted to go, but I didn't want to have to do the work. I think this was an important hike for me. It showed me that even if I take time off (hopefully I'll never have to take that much time off again) I can start over. It doesn't matter if I've failed for a week...or 3. All that matters is that I try again! I'm proud of myself for going again.

While I was relaxing at the Lake, enjoying it's beauty, I realized that I had to get back on track. I so desperately want to go hiking in the Wallowa's with my hubby next summer....really, I'd love to go this summer; I'm just not physically ready yet. The lake was amazing. It had a mirror finish...so calm and serene. Two water falls dropped into the lake. It was just amazing. I could have stayed there all day; maybe for a couple days. I'm excited to get back on track. I'm want to hike on the north side of St. Helens now. I want to see more of its history and magic.

After we finished our hike at June Lake, we took a side trip to the Lewis River Lower Falls. It's a short walk down to the view point where you can see the falls. They had information about the falls and the the Indians that once lived in the area. They were so beautiful and HUGE! I could just picture Indians standing on the rocks fishing for salmon. The falls are near a camp ground. We plan to return to the camp ground and stay for a couple days....hopefully this summer. You could also walk down to the falls, but we were a little nervous with the kids.

It is TRUELY amazing what beautiful things we have hiding in our backyard....there has been free entertainment right here the whole time....who knew! I'm just so happy we are taking our kids to enjoy these natural wonders while they are young. Hopefully they will have some favorite spots to take their children when they grow up!

I love hiking; it helps you to forget about all the troubles of life. I am really looking forward to our big trip.....I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a hiking birthday gift. ;)

Until then, I need to get back into gear! I have a goal....I'm not going to reach it if I don't continue to try!

My Late Night Tears......

So, I broke down a little last night. I'm just wore out from school & my crazy life.

It sucks that I gained back my weight so easily! It really scares me. Tears came to my eyes as I thought about being fat for the rest of my life. I don't want to be. I really want to go hiking with my hubby next summer and be able to make it. I also want my kids to be healthy.

Last weeks weight gain could have more to do with water weight and stress (like my hubby thinks) than actually gaining from eating to much, but maybe not. I guess I won't know until Wednesday.

We are going hiking tomorrow. It's the only day that it's going to be sunny. It'll be hot, but I'm really excited to get back out there. I'm a little worried I won't be able to make it. It's been awhile. I haven't even rode the bike. I'll just have to remember the first hike we went on; it was really hard and took a long time, but we made it. :)

I have a long way to go and giving up now won't help anyone!

Well, Don't Fall Off the Wagon!!

Ahhhhhhh...........

I weighed today. It was the first time I had to put in more weight than the week before. I weighed 3 pounds more.

It doesn't feel good. Now, I haven't lost 20 lbs. I really need to get it together! But now, I feel like quitting again. Seriously! I took one freaking weekend off....I didn't even eat that much. I had cake on my daughters birthday and alcohol on the 4th. I skipped breakfast and didn't eat a lot of dinner either day. We just had crappy lunches on those days. So, I'm a little depressed about my ability to keep the weight off even if.....WHEN.....I lose another 120 + pounds. I can't lose all that and gain it back. It will seriously kill me!

So, for now, I have to go, but I'm going to be blogging more because I think it helps me and I need that now. Especially since I want to give up!

I need a day to think about it. Maybe I'll blog again tonight..................

Post #30~ Off the Wagon!

This weekend killed me! Between the 4th and my oldest daughters birthday, I was doomed. I knew I ate and drank too much, but I didn't think it was that bad....that was until this morning when I weighed. I gained 3.5 lbs over the weekend. I'm not very proud of that, but I need to stay positive. I know it was probably not just the weekend....after all, I hadn't exercised in two weeks.

I know this week will be better, but I'll probably have to put in a number more than last week when I log my weight on Wednesday. I'm not looking forward to that.

The things is, life is going to happen and I need to be more prepared for stressful situations....such as school and holidays. I don't know how to do that yet. So, if that means that I fall off the wagon (a little) on a holiday or busy weekend, I need to be okay with that, but work harder to catch back up. I think that eventually I'll think that NOT falling off the wagon is better than playing catch up!

A bigger problem than holiday's is school. I know I'm a stress eater and school is stressful. On most days I can keep it under control, but when I write a paper, I like to eat. It's a nervous habit. I've written 3 papers in the past week. Although I wasn't eating a box of Girl Scout cookies, I was eating and I wasn't measuring or counting. I'm going to have to stock the desk with carrots and water before I write my next paper....carrots are like free calories. :)

So, I woke up and worked out this morning and I plan to again tomorrow. I'm hoping that I'll be down some from where I was today, but I'm not keeping my fingers crossed. Only the scale will tell.

20 LBS!!!!

So, I weighed yesterday and I had lost 20.5 lbs....not in one week, so far in this journey. I'm so happy! It's really nice to have such a huge change so quickly! :)

So, I haven't met my 3 days of bike riding goal, but I will....I'll just have to do it a bunch of days in a row. That's okay though! I'm looking forward to getting back on the bike. I'm really looking forward to another hike. Although, I'm not sure I can make it very far after having two weeks off!

I'm also pretty hungry again these days. Hopefully that goes away. It's really nice to be at school and not have the option to eat, but writing papers makes me HUNGRY! I used to eat a box of girl scout cookies while writing a paper....probably why I don't like girl scout cookies any more!

So, I'm happy my calorie counting is working. I have 123 lbs to go. Still a lot, but it's almost like that 123 lbs is another person and that person is getting skinnier!

My Goal This Week

I really don't know what to expect for this week as far as homework and school are concerned. Last week was kind of a strange week because I had one class that was only a week long. As far as this week goes, it should be my norm for at least a few weeks.

I'd rather set a goal next week after I know how things go, but that probably isn't a very good idea. So, I'm going to set one and hopefully I'll be able to do my very best at it.

My goal this week is to ride the bike at least 3 times. I know it isn't a very ambitious goal, but I don't want to stress over it and then never follow through on it.

I'm hoping to be down by 20 lbs on Wednesday morning. HOPEFULLY! :) If not, a loss would be great! After I've reached my 20 lb goal then I can reach my in the 50's goal. I know, one goal at a time. :)

School is Exhausting!

Last week I lost 2 lbs....I don't know how! I was terrible from Friday on. Up until then, I was doing so well. I was really proud of me, but then we had the party and then I started school.

OH MY GOSH!!!! School is so exhausting. I can't even think about exercise. This week I don't have to go early. So, I'm going to exercise before class and get back on track! One week off and I feel like a complete failure.

Hopefully by Wednesday I'll have lost a 1/2 a pound. If not, I guess I'll have to hope for a no gain! We are going hiking tomorrow so that will be good for us! I'm not really looking forward to it. Mostly because I've become lazy again! Secondly because I have a LOT of homework, yard work, housework, and so on! It's hard for me to justify exercise when there are other things to be done. I've always been like that....which is why I'm fat! So, I should remember that!

I'm just happy the first week of school is over and now I'll have to get my butt in gear and get some homework done! I am trying to complete everything as quickly as possible so that I don't get burnt out at the end and struggle to much! There is just so much stuff to do for school right now! YIKES!

So, this week, I'm not really setting a goal. I know I should, but I honestly don't have energy for a goal. I'm just hoping I can make it on a hike tomorrow and not kill myself!

What a Week!

As expected, the weekend did not go well. I tried, but it was just a stressful situation. So, I started over yesterday day morning....waking up at 5:30 so I could ride the bike before I had to go to school. That was okay, but I was so tired at the end of the day that I couldn't stay awake long enough to do my homework. So, this morning I woke up at 6:00, but had to do my homework instead of ride the bike.

So, I didn't exercise today, I weighed a pound (I think) more than I did yesterday morning, and I have to weigh in "for reals" tomorrow. It's not going to be a good week.

Besides that, school started and I already feel overwhelmed. There is already so much to do. Seems like I'll never finish or have time for myself again! I just have to get back into the swing of things.....that's what I keep telling myself anyways. :)

I'm sure I will have lost something tomorrow, but how much is the real question....

Worried About Parties, Company, & Hiking

So, this weekend I have to (get to) go to my sisters bridal shower. I'm sure they'll have food and I'll have to say no. It's not like I usually eat at group events....mostly because I'm so picky! I'm just worried they might have cookies or something totally yummy! Do you know how hard it is for me to say no to cookies?

I'm going to try to fill up on other stuff, but another problem is that my parents are going to be here. It's hard to feed other people. It was hard enough for me to limit the amount of food I cook for our family. Now, I'll have to cook for extra people and I really don't want anyone to be hungry. It's really going to be hard for me to not cook a whole bunch of food. Maybe we'll be able to eat out or something....HOPEFULLY somewhere with a healthy option! Last time we went out it didn't go so well!

Another issue with this weekend is that we aren't going to be able to go hiking. We won't have time with the party and Fathers Day and the company! Okay, I could use a day off, but I'd rather not. I don't want to get out of the habit. It's to easy to get lazy or make excuses.

I'll just have to keep up the other exercises until the next hike. I can do that. :)

YIPPEEEEEE!!!! Finally in the 60's!

It took 24 posts for me to be able to say that I'm in the 60's. I don't remember when I weighed in the 60's! I'm so happy I reached that goal. :)

Today I weighed 268.5, 1/2 a pound away from 15 lbs. 15 lbs! That's great for me! I know, I still have a LONG way to go....actually 129 lbs, but 15 is a great start! I feel way better and stronger. I'm less tired (even though I'm waking up earlier) and I'm less embarrassed. I actually sat at the front of my daughters class the other day when she was doing a show for the parents. Usually, I sit in the back so that no one is STARING at me. I didn't even think about my weight while I was sitting there. I was just enjoying the show. It was a really nice change.

Can you imagine what another 15 lbs will do for me?? How about another 5. I'm starting to like the scale....it's like a little goal keeper. And the best part is that goals can be made in 10 lb increments and it really shows on the scale. Every time the tens number drops I feel great! This is the second time. I can't wait for the 3rd, 4th, 5th.....

My goal for this week is to exercise 6 days. By doing that, I'm hoping I will be able to reach the 15 lb mark. It shouldn't be too hard, it's only a 1/2 a pound. My next big goal is to get down to the 50's....that sounds crazy! :)

I also measured, but didn't lose any more inches, at least not in anything I was measuring. I saw on TV yesterday to measure everything, including your neck. I didn't do that....so, maybe I lost something in my neck! ;)

I am so proud of my hubby. He has lost 16 lbs!! I think he's averaging a little more than 2 lbs a week....my average is about 1.5 lbs a week. He's doing great. He's only 34 lbs away from his goal (I think). Not the goal the computer set for him, but his personal goal. They're trying to make him be too skinny! He needs to save a little something.

So, we are both still having success with calorie count. My sister also started using it last week and lost 2.5 lbs in her first week. That's awesome because she hardly has anything to lose. I swear, I'm not a spokesman for them....it just works and I want everyone to know!

Weekly goal: WORKOUT! :)